Dreams Deferred

BUDDING BEGINNINGS

My family, along with my father’s brother, Jim and his family, moved to Schuyler, NE to begin a construction business together. But tragedy soon struck my family. My Uncle Jim was killed in a single-car accident on Christmas Eve. My dad’s dreams he had with his brother were put on hold, but my family eventually overcame the grief and life went back to normal. A few years went by and my father and I were sitting on the couch. He started to talk about Uncle Jim and his thoughts on what he thought caused the accident. Quickly, I interrupted and told my dad that his thoughts and images about the accident were wrong. I could see the confusion in his eyes. I proceeded to tell him, in great detail, what exactly happened the night of his brother’s death. Shocked, he questioned me on how I knew such details of my uncle’s accident. I told him very plainly, “because that’s what Uncle Jim told me.” After the initial shock wore off, he told me not to tell anyone about what I had experienced. I remember him saying, “Don’t tell your mom, brother, grandparents, and especially my friends. They wouldn’t understand what I was talking about." He said to come talk to him if I get any more messages, or if anything else ‘different’ happens from here on out. I had many intuitive experiences in my childhood, and I just always told my dad. Looking back now, my dad was tone deaf, and half the time he couldn't hear most of the things I was telling him anyhow. I had no idea and couldn’t even begin to understand what I was experiencing, but it always felt right and safe. I was just one of those kids that always managed to go with the flow. It wasn’t until the last few years that I finally realized not everyone hears, sees, feels, and knows the things that I do.

A Burden & A Blessing

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In college, I had quite a few more psychic and mediumship experiences, but I chose to keep those experiences to myself. I knew by listening to the messages I was receiving and my intuition that I could keep myself, and other people, out of trouble. Unfortunately, tragedy was about to come back into my life. During my freshman year in college, my dad was diagnosed with melanoma cancer. After a fierce battle over a year and a half, my dad succumbed to the illness and died peacefully at home with family gathered nearby. I remember having vivid dreams about him telling me he’s doing great and not to worry. It took the wind out of my sails, but after a year of grief, I got back on the horse and eventually finished college with my degree in hand. After my dad’s passing, I no longer spoke to anyone about the spiritual experiences that happened to me. I assumed it was something like religion and politics; you simply don’t talk about those things. Shortly after, while in college, I was lying in bed one night. I knew someone was in my room that felt familiar, but I couldn't quite stick my finger on it. A few minutes later, I heard my name being called loud and clear! At first, I was confused, so I asked whoever was talking to me to say it again. They did…and it absolutely scared the hell out of me! Shaken, I asked God to turn off all my abilities immediately. Now I know the people I felt in my room were my spirit guides, letting me know we were connected.

Embracing Destiny

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Several years passed by and life happened. Two kids later and a marriage, I found myself lying awake in bed around 3 am. I remembered all the abilities that I’d had and shut down. I let God know that I was now an adult and ready to accept these abilities. The lights and TV flickered, and electronics turned on when not plugged in. Strange lights in the middle of the night suddenly lit up my room. I knew that I was blessed to have these gifts. Once again, I was officially spiritually awake. My psychic and mediumship abilities had returned fast, furious, and intense. I started reading everything about the paranormal or metaphysical. I met with like-minded people to ask as many questions as I could. I educated myself on the reason God gave me these abilities and what I am to do with them. I found most of my answers while meditating and praying, however. I met some inspirational people that worked with me and my abilities. They taught me how to accept my abilities and who I am. Along with being a psychic and medium, I then became a Reverend, a Usui Reiki Master, and a paranormal researcher. It was at this point that the door was about to be swung wide open. One evening, I was with a bunch of friends having some drinks. There was a guy at the party who was upset due to the fact his dad had passed. Since I’d had a few drinks, the inhibition was gone. I opened my big mouth and said, “I don’t know why you’re so upset; your dad is right behind you…suspenders, drinking a black and white label beer and smoking a cigarette. He was the life of the party then; he’s still the life of the party now.” Now, you know when someone says something, the music stops, and all eyes are on you…yeah…that was me. He was in total shock. I relayed the messages that his father wanted me to tell him. After the biggest hug ever and tears all around, I knew something was about to change.

Fulfilling Prophecy

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After this experience and a few months later, I decided to quit my job and focus on my life purpose, which is mediumship. Over the last 10 years I have been a full-time professional psychic/medium, with a live audience tour, expos, speaking engagements, teaching Enlightenment Academy, becoming an author, Q&A’s on social media, an influencer, and numerous workshops. Then covid hit and the world stopped. The unforeseen challenges of the COVID-19 pandemic led me to pause and reflect on my path. It was during this period of introspection that I discovered my true calling and new life purpose: to mentor and educate the next generation of psychics, mediums, and healers on a global scale. My passion for teaching and empowering others culminated in the creation of the Enlightenment Academy. This comprehensive program is designed to help aspiring psychics, mediums, and healers not only understand and harness their spiritual gifts but also transform these talents into a thriving business. I am committed to sharing my expertise and guiding my students toward success and fulfillment in their spiritual journey and future endeavors.